June 11, 2012

Stop trying to be perfect through others lens.

Have you ever sat there with a heart full of feelings ready to confess? But once your finger tips lay on that keyboard, strangely enough, the letter doesn’t make sense anymore. It doesn’t come out as how your heart was feeling. It seem as the words were misplaced. You read it out loud over and over again to make sure it sounds right, but instead it didn’t make sense. Subsequently, your first action is backspacing with frustration because it wasn’t “perfect.” Let me tell you, when your heart speaks, deleting those words is not the utmost idea. The ones you delete may be the ones that are the most important. It is not about the vocabulary, how well or poor your grammar is; it is not about how stupid you may perceive it, what matter is how you truly feel. The letter didn’t make sense to begin with because you were afraid of what others might think of you and your writing, but not how you felt, am I correct? Not everything has to be well written. Now ask yourself, years from now, “when I look back on the letter, who should it make sense too?” Myself indeed.


oh yes, I am talking to you bloggers/tumblers.

15 comments:

  1. I have you give you major props on this.
    Esp. for bloggers, at one point we all go through this lol, if not they are a bunch of liars.

    <3Tye!

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  2. @Tye- Hi Tye, long time no comment(:
    & yes, gotta say what I gotta say haha!

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  3. i know what you mean, that's why I stop blogging because what my heart feels no words can describe it. And you just forget what you have to say.

    Sometimes it better off doing the recording blog. You can actually feel the in the tone of your voice whether you are happy, sad, angry. Even without listen to the words, you can feel it by just hearing. And you don't gotta backspace to find the perfect words to say. It's whatever comes out. :)

    ~d.love

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  4. Ohh nice! you always choose the best words. I swear. Holly, you are so freaking intelligent. I always stumble on my words and I am always uncertain if my grammar is correct. I don't even know what to write about for my blog. Do you know it takes me hours and hours to write about something and making sure everything is correct. I am glad you blogged about this. :)

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  5. @ D.love: ugh, I know. It happens to me so many times! But what I notice, every time when I don't care what I write about especially when I'm depress, words just flow naturally and when I go back and read it without caring, it comes out perfect because it was REAL. BUT when I try too hard... everything goes down hill lol

    I wish I have balls to record a blog, but knowing me I would just keep laughing. Do you do that on yours?


    @Paulina: awe, thanks Paulina! you totally just made me BIG-Headed haha. & yes, same here! it takes me hours and hours just to blog and in the end it's blank lol. But that's all going to change. I'ma blog out of my ass hahaha




    @littobritt: thank you cute stuff! tips? what kind of tips do you want?

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  6. Holly! Make like a fashion video on youtube. Or like you should make a "how to apply make up" tutorial. I know there are a lot of them on youtube, but I am pretty sure a lot of girls would want to know how you do your make up. Or you or Nina can make a video how to turn a simple shirt into a cute tank top. I but you will have a lot of followers.

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  7. You are so right on this one.

    p.s you should deff make a fashion/make-up videos. It will be so fun watching you live(: because I know its not your comfort zone

    Amber Jonnson<3

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  8. p.s.s or OUT OF THE DAY<3

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  9. Hollypoos I miss you andddddd damn. I can relate to this blog LMAO. I never know what the hell I want to blog about and when I do, I get scared that people are going to judge me...



    AND YEA START POSTING YOUR FACE ONLINE ALREADY WOMEN! LET ME SEE THOSE FALL FASHION hahaha

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  10. hahaha, you guys are so funny! I will never make a video by myself, how awkward is that talking to the camera especially having brothers or my grandma popping up every corner lol.

    one day. one day... =)

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  11. LOL. that would be so cute your grandma LOL. I could imagine that. A lot of people talk to the camera lol. Do you watch Michelle Phan and Dulcecandy87 videos? they talk about make up and its good!

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  12. DULCECANDY87, she's my favorite!

    Paulina, I promise i'll make a video if you make one puhaha because I know you won't =p

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  13. LOL! Holly that is not fair! LOL

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